takin it all for us

  While I'm at it, here's another work of mine from the era in question in my previous post that is once again heavily infused with listening to a shit ton of MCR. -------------------------------- Oh sure, oh sure You can delay all you’d like This road still ends  WIth your head on a spike Oh sure, oh sure You can run all you’d like But this road still ends With my gun in your- All paths lead to me No matter what it may seem Escape is mandatory But it really bores me Just wanted someone to hold me To show me To show you You run down the sidewalk I go for the crosswalk You run up the hill But I’m still right here You know That there’s no way around me No way to avoid me All roads led you here So  Breathe in your air while you’ve still got the chance All paths lead to me No matter what you say Escape is mandatory But it really bores me Just wanted someone to hold me To show me To show you Look, I don’t mean to sound insane I just find it quite inane You’d continue to go on ...

So, I'm a big My Chemical Romance fan in case you couldn't tell by the... everything about me.      Gerard Way is a fascinating human being to me, in a way that I rarely get invested in celebrites. I attribute this mostly to my method of introduction to this band. Allow me to set the scene for you; It's summer of 2019, I've just gotten off my second to last year of high school. It was a wild year for me indeed with me finally taking steps to free myself of my marionette strings and now being thrown into a world of new potential freedoms. Now, without even a structure to my days I am confronted by a freedom I don't know what to do with.           Towards the middle of the school year I was sort of reintroduced to a girl I'd known in passing for a while. She was... so pretty. So very pretty, but I was a gay little idiot who didn't quite understand how to recognize attraction let alone act upon it. We grew closer and closer yet in a short yet in...

trauma trauma trauma trauma trauma trauma trauma ---------------------------------------------- The shackles that hold you will one day fade You will look up and run to the water Freedom from what once was your life And once you’ve started over The memories will fade with time And you’ll get to begin again I’m terrified of what comes the day before next Everyday seems to drain me more than the last I’m drowning while still on land Submerged in sand  Gasping for air reaching for a hand What happens when I’m free Who will I be then?  I’ve never been someone who hasn’t been On the verge of something stupid or losing my mind What will I find beyond the sea The shackles that hold you will one day fade You will look up and run to the water Freedom from what once was your life And once you’ve started over The memories will fade with time And you’ll get to begin again  I’m terrified of what I’ve become And the fact my friends all get to be someone Born into a world full of cateri...